December 2011
Anonymous asked: what does w.o.e stand for in your anon's name?
Anonymous asked: are you sad?
I seriously need to talk to somebody. Please. →
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Talk about God and His mercy. For if he really does exist, then why did he desert me—in my hour of need? I truly am indeed alone again, naturally.
—my life in a Gilbert O’Sullivan song/Virgin Suicides soundtrack song
sources of major, and diagnosed, anxiety:
school
brother
diabetes
perfectionism/failed expectations and things not going according to plan
obsession (see perfectionism, with hints of compulsion)
being ‘different’
college/future
the realization of the transition out of being a minor and becoming a real adult
the constant worry of letting people down or being perceived as a...
i am drowning in homework and tests and make up work to the point where i start dying for air and, without relief, fade. sink. or perhaps, decay
That’s what.
– She (via wrists)
APES makes me want to harm the environment just out of spite for the class sometimes. to drop my diet coke can on the pavement and leave it there in peaceful protest
building my religion back up
but it’s not because of the holiday, i assure you
when you feel like you need a day off just to have good time to make up the work you have to do because of taking a day off. the cycle that never ends
if i were your girlfriend/boyfriend i'd...? →
when you’re a perfectionist, why wouldn’t the world always have an excuse to suck
please distract me with asks and messages n stuff →
four tests/quizzes to prep for, and i’m going mad